Right now, I'm just not happy.  I dont know why, I'm just not.  The best thing in my life is more or less gone.  He is technically still very much here but soon he will be gone.  I don't know how hard it is going to be on me but I do know it is not going to be pretty at all.  Here is a shocker, we got into another fight last night.  We just aren't ( Read more... )

I plan on eating myself to death.

So today my parents found out about a ticket I got a while back.  Well, this is like my 3rd or 4th ticket this year and my insurance is not going to be cheap.  In a nut shell, I"M FUCKED!  Basically I can do anything I just cant drive there myself I have to rely upon others or public transportation... TARC here I come! This fuckin blows!!!

I'm too tired to do this.

So in this whole break up thing, I have been trying to put it all on his jealousy issues and not trusting me.  In reality, I have my own jealousy things to work on.  I am selfish and it has taken all of this to realize that it causes problems.  I am selfish when other girls get tp spend time with him when I can't.  It's juvenile and petty but those ( Read more... )

So, I had one of these things a while ago.  It made a world of difference to be able to just let everything out.  So here goes nothing ( Read more... )