wow. has it been SOOOO long since i had time to chronicle?! that solo parenting stint from the last entry seems awfully long ago ( Read more... )

on my fifth day of solo parenting for this week! one more day to go!

and whew this is a lot more difficult than i thought :| but i am thankful for the experience and for the learning and moulding that comes with. because i have never been an independent person; have been super duper needy all my life, until the period before i got together with ( Read more... )

glad i got the delivery episode chronicled! Levi's asleep again, this cheery Sunday morning, the third Sunday i haven't been able to go to church :( and the cleaning aunty is over, which means i can't really lie down and rest either, so imma chronicle some more!

Levi's breathing was super duper laboured at birth. we could see his chest heave and ( Read more... )

so Levi's fast asleep... and i probably should be sleeping beside him too... but i haven't chronicled about his birth yet, and i'm dying to. i cannot abide the thought of one day wanting to look back and not having something tangible to look back on. i cannot abide the thought of losing memories, of forgetting. so, sacrifice sleep it is! :)

so ( Read more... )

so for the second time since i started driving, someone reversed straight into my car at the carpark ( Read more... )

so our new part-time cleaner came for the first time yesterday! she was supposed to come for the first time Monday but she got her dates mixed up and called me an hour before the scheduled time to say sorry and that she'd come next Monday instead. and i actually cried after hanging up the phone with her, much to Jireh's shock ;|

i think i cried ( Read more... )

at 35 weeks, i feel like an enormous elephant ( Read more... )

one important lesson i have gleaned in the years Hubbs and i have started walking this pilgrim journey together, is that Jehovah Jireh always provides, and is always faithful. all we have to do is seek Him first, His kingdom, His righteousness.

so this week, he was told that his company is gonna pay for my delivery and stay at the hospital. i ( Read more... )

has it really been FIVE years already ( Read more... )

so i went back and scoured my archives and discovered that i was already throwing up like crazy by 5 weeks, when i had JohnJohn. am i glad i keep records! hubbs told me to check because i am 9 weeks along now and i haven't thrown up. yet. i feel nauseous much of the time, gag a lot, have almost zero appetite and am averse to seeing most types of ( Read more... )