My car broke down last night.
The engine is toast.
$2,200-2,500 to fix it.
And my mother is going to kill me today. I know it.

they changed my work schedule so I have even more hours this week.
then they called and woke me up to see if i could come in at noon today. i was already working 3-7:30. I said yes.
I need the money.

So I was talking to my friend Tony last night. He lives in Phoenix, AZ. He said something about how I should come visit him this summer. I mentioned I was thinking about going out there anyways to look around and maybe find a school because I want to move there. Anyways, in the conversation that followed, we decided that if I move there we'll be ( Read more... )

Working this week: (original scedule over here ( Read more... )

i can't remember the last time i ate.
and i weigh 100lbs fully clothed.

this is not good.

fuck you.
and fuck everything.

I can feel the end of winter. It's so close. But not quite here ( Read more... )

fuck pollen.
and the shit i'm coughing up because of it.

...ewwwwwwww.

Today sucked.

There was all sorts of work drama.
I've had a magraine since Tuesday night, and driving home today the traffic was terrible. I cried the whole way home (45 minutes) because I was so stressed out and my head hurt so bad and all I wanted was to go home.

I got home and took 8 sleeping pills. I slept from 9-12.
Fuck insomnia.

Moving back in with my parents seemed to stop my deperession dead in it's tracks. I thought it might. There's just something comforting about being around people you've known since before you were even born. They may not always understand me, they may push me too hard sometimes, but they'll always love me no matter what. And that's really all I ( Read more... )