Jose and I met in the church. We built our whole relationship on who we believed ourselves and each other to be in Christ. We married in the church, making vows to God to be faithful to each other for life. Fast forward a year and a half and I don't even recognize the person I once was. The beliefs I thought I would never doubt, never lose ( Read more... )

i do not feel sexy around my husband. i know he loves me, but i can walk around the house stark naked and he won't bat an eye. why do i need so much affirmation? last night i fell asleep crying. he put his arm around me and i felt so comforted. i slept then.

So I've been officially in the office since September 10. I have a caseload of seven children. I am already overwhelmed lots of the time. What will 38 cases be like? In Spanish? I hope I can hang in there. I thought I would love this job, thrive at it. But it feels so restricted. So much pressure is on us as workers. Today I spent my whole ( Read more... )

The question you asked me felt like a stab in the heart. I'm sure you weren't intending it that way. But it shocked me and caught me off guard. I have a heart that loves people deeply and aches when I see or hear about terrible things happening. It's part of what makes me who I am. I believe a movie like that is meant to invoke a strong ( Read more... )

I wanted to have a beach gathering for my birthday party. All i freaking do it stress out about it though. It ends up being way more than I can handle. I should know by now that i do much better with small groups than large ones. I wish jose was more understanding about this type of thing. He tends to be the opposite and never stress out ( Read more... )

There is a seed somewhere deep inside ( Read more... )

This is one of those things that wise people just do not do. But...I don't know many wise people. How do you not peek into your ex's life when you have a chance? Especially if it's been nearly two years since you heard anything about him. IT WAS SOOOOO WEIRD> seeing all the pictures of he and his new gf doing everything we used to do. Loomis ( Read more... )

I was possibly going to be starting academy on Friday. Unfortunately I wasn't going to know until today. Today I found out I did not make the cut off and the earliest I will start now is Jul 30. I told Donna, who agreed to wait until i got in to go, so we could up the chances of being placed in the same office. Donna then emailed the lady in ( Read more... )

I love Mexico. Being there almost seemed to awaken my spirit in many ways. I felt God there. Mexico is where I found my passion and fell in love with social work. I felt a little overwhelmed being there, even though we were basically just chilling, shopping, and doing touristy things. My heart was just overflowing with a desire to do something ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )