I am at union station. Its raining. There is a lady a few seats down wearing raggy old hotel slippers with wet socks. I want to give her my shoes, but I won't. I don't know why. I have so many other shoes at home. I kind of hate myself for not giving her my shoes. But I can't go to school in my socks and catch the train back home without shoes. I'm ( Read more... )

This is the third week of internship and I would LOVE to have a client. They assigned two clients to me for today, however both were spanish speaking and I am incapable at this time of performing therapy in spanish. I'm really devestated about having nothing to do today. I am really frustrated. I have been nothing but open and honest about my ( Read more... )

Regardless of the fact that I entered into marriage knowing that many people have unrealistic expectations of marriage, and believing that my awareness would lessen these expectations, I find that I still have these expectations. This may be the bottom line. People hurt each other. Intentionally or unintentionally. It is important to ( Read more... )

Today is my last first day of school. This is more than a new school year for me. It seems more like a new life. I am married, I live in a new city, everything is different this year. better I think. I am sick of mediocrity in my life. i would like to have an edge. Something stunning about me. My faith, my work, my communication skills, my ( Read more... )

In this slow time, right before the beginging of my second year of grad school and post wedding planning frenzy, finding fun things to do is a must. Once school begins I will return to my hermit crab state. But for now Jose is at work everyday from 9-5 and I have little to no agenda. My mom, who recently moved down to the LA area, suggested we ( Read more... )

Its been amazing. God has had his hand upon Jose and I from the start, as I already mentioned. Things have only gotten better. We have been getting to know each other and building each other up. My family loves him already. I love him too. Its almost been four months, which isnt even that long.....but I am not at all worried about anything ( Read more... )

so, I've been going to this new church which I really love for the past month or two. i am totally blown away right now. I am so used to going to churches where you leave Jesus behind at church and carry on fellowship just for fellowships sake afterwards. However, these people are always praising and talking about the Lord. So much that I found ( Read more... )

I was upset with my parents tonight, again. Didnt cut. Felt like cutting, but didnt. School has started. I often feel lonely, its hard to make friends as a senior. I'm excited about Grad school and really hoping for NYC. I'm currently watching Freedomland, so I am not able to focus entirely on writing. This is the first time in a while I ( Read more... )

So, its been apparently 58 weeks since my last entry. I still exist, however there is no reason for me to write in this, as none of my friends use this site anymore. Somehow, I still enjoy writing, regardless of anyone else reading it. I like going back and reading my old entries ( Read more... )

I am so glad you are in control Lord, cuz that means I can not mess it up.