I am disfunctional...it is not fun...contrary to the fact that fun is in disfunctional

I hate my mother. She spent the night at Brooke's last night. This confirms it. We mean nothing to her.

its our two year anniversary and he's going out with his friends bar hopping cuz JR turns 21. I must mean nothing...thats not true. I must not mean that much. I don't care though. It wasn't going to last anyways...I am too much like my mom and he is too much like my dad. ITs a bad combo. I should become a celebate nun. The mechanic said his ( Read more... )

I feel...like i have the worst headache ever and nothing is making it go away. I feel like I want a new family. I feel like I don't know my parents. I feel like I don't respect my dad very much. I feel like a failure. I feel like i am supporting everything and if i move it will all come crumbling down...namely my dad will come crumbling down ( Read more... )

i hate what my mom is doing. she is being so selfish. she got a new cell phone and i found yucky texts from the man on it. She is a liar. she wont give us her new #

I am codependent!

Yah! Nickel is home. My life will be happy in 3 hours and 10 minutes when I get to leave work and go hang out with her and jakel. Things with the family have gotten worse. (IE dad just requit vicodin and there was a one night stand somewhere a while ago) Life seems to be crashing down around me and will truly never be the same. However, its ( Read more... )

Life sucks right now. I am in need of some hard core therapy. Sunday on my way home from Biola I found out from mom that she was "spending time with a friend and it didn't go over well with the family". No crap b/c come to find out he is a man friend and they were kissing. Mom is moving out Thursday and plans to continue seeing this man. Even ( Read more... )

my parents are seperating...my brother is back on drugs. I have no friends. I have no family. Life sucks. My mind feels like it's being crushed with so much worry.

I saw Walk the Line last night. It was really good and now I want to go buy a johnny cash CD and rock out to it. We'll see...I'm broke as a joke. I am taking my meds again. I hate being dependant on them. HATE IT. I want to fully rely on Christ to make me whole. I went over it with my Bible Study group and with Dustin and decided I should ( Read more... )