and I'm coming back
I've got my bags packed
with nothing more then clothes
I've not got a ring on my finger
or a dollar to my name
But I'm coming home
hope there's someone waiting for me.

My life
At this point in time it is rather pointless
I hate to say that
But honestly it is how I feel.
I am a lucky person
Relatively healthy
Loved
And in an alright situation.
I have had a good and graced life.
I have no faith or confidence in myself
There for.. I have done nothing with myself
I don’t even know what I want to do..
My first thought was film

I ( Read more... )

I feel alone.
I normally do.
I sometimes try to put effort into friendships.
I always remember why I don’t often.
It always ends up being a one way kind of thing
Well until it is convenient for thus spoken of second party.
I don’t actually know how to do it anymore.
I guess it’s not like riding a bike
You fall off and end up in a black whole instead.
Damien ( Read more... )

So after dragging my lazy ass off the couch to put on some gym clothes
I realize my shirt, that I intend to wear to the gym, doesn't actually fit
while my husband laughs his ass off watching me
and brushing his teeth
After several minutes of inner anguish at the ironic moment
I finally, after the persistent cohesion of my husbands nagging voice,
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I sit here on my black floppy futon
in the middle of my plane jane
quite ordinary living room
on my lap top
watching a thousand people a day
live my dream.

I am not brave
I am not strong
And so I watch and I wait.
hoping that some day I may change
And perhaps..
someday
I will do something
ANYTHING
except sit.. on this
black floppy futon
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You waited your whole life for today...

Was it everything you expected?

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And she's all like 'And muh man knows how use a blow tourch!, mmmhm.'


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New Year's Eve.^-^
(Have a happy one)

I'll give anyone a dollar next year if they make a new years resolution and stick with it.
Letsee.
What is mine.
...I'll get back with that.