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the gray area
I don't like for things to be in the gray area. I'm a scientist. I don't want to play games or beat around the bush. I like things and PEOPLE to be straighforward. And when it comes to matters of the heart, I want it to be simple: I want you to want me. And if you think it's complicated, it's only complicated in your head...because you're ( Read more... ) -
pondering
Sometimes I worry that I've already experienced the biggest adventures of my life. That I've already had the happiest times I'll ever have, the most meaningful and/or defining times I'll ever have. What if I never love anyone as much again as past loves lost? What if I never experience the freedom again that I felt while traveling in Europe? What ( Read more... ) -
Things I Want in a Man
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"Too long i've been afraid of losing love i guess i've lost. Well if that's love, it comes at much too high a cost. I think i'll try defying gravity ( Read more... ) -
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The Upside of Anger
I think that people get so lost in anger that they forget who they are and what they really care about. Why is it so difficult for us to simply pursue what we want, what we crave? Is it the fear of failure, fear of rejection ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I could fly away from this feeling on a zeppelin. I want to escape from today and live in a romance movie. I want a happy ending. I'm getting back to the point where I doubt those exist. I got a glimpse of a beautiful future, and then reality came in and shattered the mirror where i could see what i capable of having. Maybe I'm not ( Read more... ) -
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So this may be the end. I feel dead inside. -
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Happy weekend. The party last night was ok.
I'm really just excited that I get to see Chase race this weekend. Yay! -
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Yay for getting unexpected phone calls from your boyfriend. It makes me so happy to know that he's thinking about me.