I started anew today. Kristina and I went shopping. We share the same pain and want to become new women. I feel better after buying clothes, who knew ( Read more... )

The depth of hurt that those few words have had on me is fathomless ( Read more... )

Who will be there to tell my story? Who will be there to stand up for me?

No one.

So I will always be here, fighting for you.

I think I´m going to reinvent myself. Start over fresh ( Read more... )

What I feared all along is securing itself as true in my mind ( Read more... )

I'm crashing. Hard ( Read more... )

I´m all mixed up inside. :(

You know how I wrote that entry just yesterday about being uneasy about Spanish boys?

Well. Today I was violated. Physically.
It wasn´t that serious but it still makes me want to cry in a corner.
And throw up.

AWESOME.

I´m having a lot of trouble coping with males here ( Read more... )

I´m really enjoying Spain so far. Last night was a lot of fun ((even if I still smell like a bar, BLEH)). I found some girls who think similar to the way I do, which is comforting, yet I still feel really ostracized. The fact that I don´t like drinking in addition to one girl already finding out about my practically atheism...thinking that my not ( Read more... )