i got new ink on thursday. same guy who did the guitar. he's awesome. it hurt pretty bad. especially the flames on the sticks. they're for my friend who passed away in february. OD, same as eric. weird. but i really love how it came out. i just hope i can get the balls to get more done to it to make it a bigger piece

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lately i feel like i'm completely alone. that all my relationships are forged on false grounds. that no one cares about me past what i can do for them. the only reason i hear from ed is because he wants me to get him drugs. bob hates me just because he wants to. kim's been acting weird towards me lately. i feel like i've done something to make ( Read more... )

so..i've had 3 breakdowns in the past three days. my life is just stressing me out so badly. school is overwhelming me so badly. i'm only taking 4 courses but the workload in each is so much to the point that i don't have the time or willpower to put in the work i need for each class. i'm going to be dropping my 6credit class..which means i'm going ( Read more... )

randomly fell into a group of people on saturday that are a total blast. drank some beer, smoked some trees, and ate mushrooms. that was really cool, until it went sour. the majority of my trip was spent in agony as i tried most valiently to stay afloat in this sea of darkness. i sank into it and it was terrifying and lonely and painful. everything ( Read more... )

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you know..since my last entry. things have gotten a bit better. i'm still fuming mad at two certain people. but i'm not getting into that for the sake of my own sanity. i find its better to just ignore completely. you know, pretend that it doesn't even exist ( Read more... )

birthday. whatever. dad got me an ipod shuffle. i dont have a computer that works. so i can't even use it ( Read more... )

so i'm at the library again. and there is definitely a guy across from me touching himself. he keeps adjusting so he can rub it. EWWWW i'm trying so hard not to laugh my ass off. its so gross. he like..slid himself under the tabl so no one can see....OH MY GOD i can't believe this is happening. i'm tempted to leave..but this is too goddamned funny ( Read more... )

tengo en la biblioteca de point boro. no tengo una computadora. acausa de este, necesito usar una computadora aqui. hay una chica proximo de yo, y no me la gusta ( Read more... )

my story submission to Miranda magazina(online crap magazine) got turned down. So i say, it's all fine with me. You just cannot see how much talent i contain. You say my story doesn't jive with your next 'issue' but you don't use words like 'jive' because you have to be official and business-like. You pass up an author like me and when we're all ( Read more... )