i g0t a new j0urnal..m0stly cuz i need t0 start s0mthing new...s0 much has changed nd i kept it in here..but n0w i want t0 leave that behind nd jus start 0ver..im kinda thinking 0f making it frends 0nle..but im n0t sure yet :/..well tha new j0urnal is-->> LJ username sekz_sam!! g0 see it..its g0rge0us!! l0l!!

this is tha las time im g0nna write nething ab0ut my depressi0n 0ver j0ey..i pr0mise..but i need t0 take this s0mwhere nd i have n01 t0 talk t0..i feel lyk evry1 has f0und s0m1 t0 l0ve n0w..i th0ught..wait..i have f0und that pers0n but they changed their mind ab0ut me..i d0nt get it i knew him f0r 8 years ...h0w can he see me differently???i need ( Read more... )

What time is it? 12:53 pm ( Read more... )

we are g0nna get hit by a hurricane!!! 0mg i wasnt even here during andrew..s0o i hav n0 clue wat its lyk..nd im getting even m0re scared. i wish i culd get far away fr0m here..jus get away. i need t0o badly n0t jus cuz tha hurricane but cuz evrything thats ben g0en 0n. i jus need a vacati0n..which is kinda weird cuz wen i went 0n vacati0n this ( Read more... )

yep thatz rite im single agen...las nite i t0ld my br0ther 2 ask j0ey if we were still g0en 0ut cuz he wuldnt let me talk 2 j0ey s0 he did nd he sed n0. he sed n0t t0 tell me that we werent g0en 0ut...wtf y wuld y0u keep shit lyk that a secret well u kn0 wat im jus g0nna get wit an0ther b0y...nd say 'fuck y0u!' y0u put me through all that shit nd ( Read more... )

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wh0a! its lyk 4:30 in tha m0rning nd i went 2 sleep lyk 2hrs ag0 nd n0w i cant g0 baq 2 sleep...0o well an0ther nite 0f n0 sleep. but ne way...sch0ol wuz kinda b0ring 0n friday nd 0bvi0usly if u read that 0ther j0urnal entry i wuz in a rele bad m0od...but im n0t n0w...but i still havent talkd 2 wh0 i need 2 talk 2 ab0ut it but i mite see him 2day ( Read more... )

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fukk it all...evrytym things even jus get alil better shit g0ez wr0ng nd im depressd all 0ver agen. it sux it seems lyk im never g0nna b able 2 pikk my head up agen cuz evrytym i try s0m shit happens nd im s0o sick 0f it. thiz h0le thing with my br0ther is rele starting 2 get 2 me. she freekin d0eznt listen 2 wat he wants she d0eznt want him 2 b ( Read more... )

well ummm...2day wuz kinda fun actually!!! w0w thats lyk tha 1st tym ive sed that since sch0ol starts!!! wh0o h0o...mayb things r getting better!!! but newayz...well i went 2 tha bus st0p nd th0se gay b0ys were chasing each0ther wit sticks...it wuz s0o funny...me nd melanie were laughing s0o much...l0l!!! then i get 2 sk0ol nd all tha teachers r in ( Read more... )