I am a perfectionist who will not do anything unless i know it will be done perfectly.
This means complete devotion into a single subject as simple as writting a 'Thank you' letter wich could take hours.
I'm afraid of dissapointing myself, and others around me.
I am afraid of doing anything, because of failure.
But by me not doing anything, i fail.
I ( Read more... )

At work..cleaned everything, the whole store is clean of any dust, crumbs, and spills ( Read more... )

Sorry for such the delay, you have been on my mind. 
I'm sorry things didn't go as you had planned. 
Better luck next time pal! 

uhg. I am nothing. I am worthless.

Dear Ocean Shores ( Read more... )

embrace loved ones..

Around 2:10 this afternoon.
I was there..my mother was holding her hand.
Long finger nials..with blue nail polish, ha..she went out rockin.
Two of three great aunts of mine (her sisters) were there.
Chris is coming up to be with my mom..she loved my grandma.
It's hard to hold it in, but it hurts letting it out.

I know she's happy now..

Her favorite color of nail polish was Blue ( Read more... )

On the way to see Grandmother pass away.

Yesterday, April fools day..what a great holiday ( Read more... )