:-(

[samiamoz]

i just dont understand...what am i doing wrong? god i hate my life i really do. no one else would truly understand how it feels to be pushed away by someone u love, to find out that he doesnt even like being with u...this makes no sense at all. i just wanna talk to him and tell him that i love him and all but he'll get mad if i call or visit him.

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[wantsu2smile]

i hope things work out for you both. :( i'm always here for ya, girl. er...sorry if me correcting you guys or anything at practice ever ticked you off. i only do that because in order to learn anything you have to actually be told and taught it. so yeah, dont take it personally and if you ever have a problem with it say something. i don't think i'm better than anyone, i just happen to have gone through this whole process before. i know what to look out for and stuff. i usually just will call set and pistol and parade rest and tell everyone to guide or a few things they could improve on. if you see something that I do that you don't think is right, by all means, say something to me.

i'm here as a friend, not someone who is out to piss you off every night. i'll always be here to help you. hope things work out for you.

[samiamoz]

ya thanx patti, im just real upset rite now, i dont no wut i did wrong and i suck at life the end.

[brokenxsilence]

hey sam, its Niki [in your trio lol] ... I understand how yr feeling now =/ and im here if u wanna talk ... o.0 and im adding you =] ...ttyl

[samiamoz]

hey your a cool cat but i still hate life and hate myself...thanks tho :-/

[samiamoz]

luv you too :-/