ya so i usually write in my myspace but i cant get into myspace in school cuz school sucks so im gunna write in here! and i can say wutever i want cuz no one is gunna read is unless they're looking at their friend's page cuz no one thinks i write in here anymore. ok. yesterday i went to build a bear with steve (sry jon!) just to look and they have ( Read more... )

LOVE, and all that ( Read more... )

gah i read austin's journal and now i have everything evil stuck in my head. i'm in computer class and this keyboard sucks. i went to gerry's yesterday. steve's rite. i should just stop and let it go but dude its so hard cuz wenever i'm like ok im gunna just move on he doesnt let me! but then i think, i wanna be with him but i know he's not the ( Read more... )

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sAm i am 0Z (11:51:46 PM): i mean like in a way im like ya i'll get over it and then i feel your not over me either so im like y aren't we together why should i have to get over him wen i can be with him....but i guess if i don't make u happy wen we're together i just have to accept that and move on ( Read more... )

I AM: sam ( Read more... )

i like writing in this thing when im happy! well yesterday was supposed to be so awsum i was supposed to go out with every single one of my friends but last minute they all ditch me, gerry, and alex to go do something else so that kinda hurt my feelings and i was like upset in school but then me and gerry sang "meaner than a junkyard dog!" lol so i ( Read more... )

yesterday...most awesome day! ya sarcasm well lets see after getting off the phone crying with gerry the nite b4 i realize that this is all really not fair to me and y should i sit around and wait for him to actually wanna be with me or wutever...so i ended it and pretty much we sat outside and i cried and he said he loved me and all this stuff... ( Read more... )

i just dont understand...what am i doing wrong? god i hate my life i really do. no one else would truly understand how it feels to be pushed away by someone u love, to find out that he doesnt even like being with u...this makes no sense at all. i just wanna talk to him and tell him that i love him and all but he'll get mad if i call or visit him. ( Read more... )

school was actually cool this week. first day i picked up gerry and on the way from school we listened to hanson and we were both singing it and it was so fun! i love wen my baby sings hanson lol so i got my schedule changed (thank da lord ( Read more... )