So i have not used live journal since like sophomore year but i need a private place to gather my feelings together. last wed. josh came into chickfila and told me he was done waiting for me. I completely understand because I have been running away from him since who know when. For some reason I just cant pinpoint my true feelings about anyone ( Read more... )

I figure no one reads these things, and i need a safe place to hide. Today i recieved a letter in 6th period, and this isnt any metaphorical letter, a real letterheaded letter. Bringing me an overcoming feeling of loss and despair. Like my body had went numb or maybe my mind wasnt working correctly. Could the name on that letter be true, were ( Read more... )

wow..its been a loong butt time since ive used this thing...myspace.com sorta took over. but im extremely bored and like blah and figured i could vent to this thing ( Read more... )

weird day...today was weird at school...coming in at 11 but still wakin up at 5 am and going to bed so late...and like i loooked soo bad oo soo bad and we had a new math sub i missed stu and josh was being wierd ( Read more... )

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a really deep entry is coming... after dance when time is permitted..... i can feel it...and ur not gunna wanna miss out!!!!
<3 sammi

sooo this weekend has been crazy i feel like i havent slept all week. Friday was a good night tho....we all went to marble slab...and joanns wich was cloesd them micheals wich was closed too them walmart and got shirts and stuff to make belts...and came back ot my house and chilled out till 1:30 am haha niiice it was fun connor was def the only ( Read more... )

LIfe is super weird...like im confused and in a very unfamiliar place..its like circle and im back where i started...in away except this time i have knowledge of what happened last time around..but yet its still weird ( Read more... )

i havent been this happy for awhile and it feels...really good
elections are thursday/friday..so pray for me
I love you all
<3 sammi

im sorry about friday night....and i love you all so much...u guys are my bestest friends and i dont want to loose that..not over something dumb..or overly emotionalized. i know i can be annoying, or mean, or gross or confusing, or ugly, or dumb, or dramaful...but thats me everyone comes the the negatives and i havaea few and i mean idont know... ( Read more... )