im dieing

[samibe]

okay im goin insane its official... im tryin to hard to please everyone else. and i just cant ive been tryin soo hard and soo long htat i completely forgot what i want... or what i was. i mean i use to have so many diff out looks on things and now they are changed..just for the well being of others. and its like killin me

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[the_gunslinger7]

Be true to what you need for yourself before anyone else. Yeah some people may not like it, but the truth is you can never please every single person. The most important thing is to make the choices that most please you first and others second. As far as me, I guess I don't know how you really feel. At least you're saying I don't. Ands if that's the case tell me so I know what to do, because right now I'm lost. So like I said. Just make yourself happy before trying to please anyone else. Things work better that way.

[_jolie_fille]

i dont understand why you dont TALK to me about things like this. i dont mean to kill you inside, love. i'm doing what you should be doing.. looking out for myself. you need to be there for you. no one else matters. if they dont like it, fuck them. if they cant deal with it, then fuck them too. you have people, especially me.and joey.. to catch you if you fall, or even right before then. you havent fallen yet. i dont mean to steal your happiness either. my emotions have been so high im back on medication to treat mild psycotics. ew. sounds nasty, doesnt it? but when you went out with joey a piece of me died too.. and im willing to work things out with you as much as possible. i want to hang out with you and be friends the way we were again. i saw past that mask that you constantly put up at school. i saw that side of you that people tried and not see cuz they were scared. well guess what. im not scared. im actually kind of daring and couldnt wait to see what was behind that pretty face of yours. and i wasnt surprised. you are a

hey

[purpletinkerbel]

I just wanted to comment and say that someone DOES care how you feel. You don't have to pretend, Sammi,and the people who really care about you will love you still! But you are right about something...you are the only one who can make the choice to make your own decisions and not be effected so much by others. You're awesome, Sammi, and I think if you put away the masks you'll be pleasantly surprised by some of your friends and how they accept you!
Psalm 139

Re: hey

[nolechick227]

"We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit."

~E. E. Cummings