Reading that paper again.

Jan 18, 2015 15:52

After a week of dodging pretty much everything but work and a day of trying to rest flat on the sofa with a fat book, I've finally managed to pick up some papers again.

Now, this isn't a joyful experience, as you may have guessed ;-).
But in a way, it seems to reconnect me to reality and make me feel like a member of society again.

longish rumination about me and reality in general ;-) )

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ms_issicran January 18 2015, 17:50:21 UTC
I hear ya Sister! Glad I'm not one of the morons, but not really happy to be aware of how fucked up it all is.

Starved for intelligent conversation. Not anxious to go out among the pod people to get caught up in the daily grind. Seeing the world for what it is; it's like standing on the tracks seeing the train coming and can't decide whether to step out of the way.

When I get like this my brain defaults to, "wow, I need to get out and volunteer for people less fortunate than me". And I'm too frikken tired to even do that.

Bleah. Monday's coming too.

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saminz January 18 2015, 19:21:22 UTC
Yeah, right - that volunteering bit has been on my mind as well. I'm not allowed to, while jobless. But in my last year, who knows? I guess it would be beneficial on several levels to once more join the ranks of outsiders and freaks. Might remind me of my hippie days.

That image of the train tracks will stay with me for sure - thanks ;-)!

Monday's coming, right. I'm back to feeling a bit awkward about not going to work, even...

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voxwoman January 20 2015, 16:36:03 UTC
the big picture is a mosaic made from millions of tiny pictures (or more!). Please remember that when you think you can't change anything.

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saminz January 20 2015, 18:20:33 UTC
Awwww.... Ever the optimist ;-).

*hugs*

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