like... really, really good things ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i worry too much, and it will be the death of me ( Read more... )

Just to clarify, I'm not listening to High School Musical.

The lights are on and I'm listening to high school music and I feel very very good.
There's so much hope and goodness, and so much to look forward to.
I haven't felt this light in a long time.
I'm not weighed down by stupid things that are never going to happen anyway.
I let go.
And it feels amazing.

:]

i wonder if the songs stuck in your head can give you an insight into your subconscious.
i kind of hope not.

i'm almost afraid to say how happy i am these days. :]

Sometimes I'm moody, and then something small happens and pushes me over the edge. That's my explanation for the last thing I wrote. It's too bad that this still happens, but the upside is that I've been getting over these moods a lot quicker lately ( Read more... )

It's a cycle. A cycle a cycle a cycle. And I hate it, but I feed into it. I need it. Breaking out of it takes too much effort, too much risk. But I really do hate it.
I let it happen.
I want it to happen.
I just let people do these things. I let myself do these things. The rules stop applying every time it's convenient. I want to be able to live ( Read more... )

I've been living for the moment, but I just can't have my way. And I'm afraid to go to sleep, cause tomorrow is today. People tell me life is sweeter, but I don't hear what they say. Nothing comes to change my life, so tomorrow is today. I don't care to know the hour, cause it's passing anyway. I don't have to see tomorrow, cause I saw it ( Read more... )

two steps forward, one step back.
it's oooookay. :]

now doesn't it bring you back to the beginning?
[yeah, yeah. but if you can't quote lyrics in your livejournal, where can you?]

sooo... being back on livejournal makes me really want to do one of those lame surveys.
i swear to god, i'm on the brink.