back to vermont for the summer. this isn't really the best, but so far it's been awesome. i got a new [old] car, sold my computer, went to the drive ins, saw people i've missed, and tomorrow is my first day with kraft.
but i miss hofstra a lot.
a lot a lot.
and my family is freaking crazy.

how can you ask for me to stay when all you ever do is go?

[yeah i'm quoting something corporate. and i'm alright with it.]

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and i've been awake for
days on end cause
every time i fall asleep
its only to wake up again.

nothing is worth the time.

its in the way you look at your feet
the way they shift uncomfortably
theres nothing left there -
not the way it used to be.

its in the way you say my name
like you can't wait to walk away
things are different now
its almost funny how

nothing
is like it was.
it changed
it always does.

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okay, so when things go this well [knock on wood] for a while, and i'm in a good mood, and things start looking up, i start to get really suspicious.
i mean, it has to end sometime.
scary scary scary.

for now, i'm digging it. :]

dear jesus, my mother is actually insane.

the saddest part is that she only had to hold out for one more day, and then i would have been gone.
oh well.

:]

i'm starting to get scared. but i'm not really sure i should be. i mean, i'm a worrier. it's bound to happen.
i just don't want to come off the wrong way.
i want life to keep going the way it has been.
ahhhhhh i need advices.

[spring break gives me too much thinking time.]