So I've been home for almost two weeks and I couldn't hate it more. I miss MA, I miss my friends there, the whole "family" I became part of and of course for some reason Justin. I cant help it and I dont know why. All I can think about is him, and about missing him. I hang out with guys, but none are enough....I hang out with friends, but they ( Read more... )

Ugh, Im back and it sucks mad crazy ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a no good day....it started out ok but def. took a turn for the worst ( Read more... )

Well I dont know where to start with so much on my mind ( Read more... )

Another day closer to goin home and im....mixed ( Read more... )

Well it has been 7 months since Ive done this thing and 7 months since I left MD and how is it...well ( Read more... )

Well I've been in Mass for 3 weeks or whatever and I couldnt be happier!! I love it. I have learned to be happy off the simple things and to be ok with who I am and how my life is going. The job search is still going and so is the search for a place to live. Justin wants to get a place for us and Hailey but I moved with Mary so I cant. I want to ( Read more... )

Well here it is....the day before I leave. Im packing up the last few things and saying see ya later to the last few people. I have made so many changes and decisions in the past few months and tomorrow they are all final. School has been done, but not long after I get to Mass I register for fall classes. I decided not to go to Greece and in a ( Read more... )

Ok so last night was so much more than interesting haha. I talked to Ryan for the first time in sooooo long and it was kinda cool actually. Hes comin home to say bye which makes me feel special haha. I hung out with Sam and thier mom and it was so awesome. I miss hanging out there and being around them. They are so welcoming and make me feel ( Read more... )

....day one of moving is done. Marys mom and dad came and took some of our stuff today. My room is so empty, all i have is clothes and boxes in it. The walls have never seemed so white and the room has never been so lonley. But i know this is good and Im gonna make it ( Read more... )