it's what i cant accept so tonight, as we walk... the moon makes faces at the trees and it's so nice to make fun of everything i lost... and i miss the love that i never had.
ive never loved before or after ... heartless, maybe. but i have backbone and soul.
A new dawn broke this morning ( Read more... )

dear heart,

PLEASE STOP HURTING.

oh, and smile,

please come back.

PLEASE COME BACK.

you're infectious as ever.

and i think i need  you.

please?

hii i dont like crying out of nowhere. fucking zoning out and starring at my screen. typing nonsense on wordpad. expecting it to reveal some of life's unanswerable questions. i dont even make sense to myself anymore. what does "i want to stick my hand in a fuckin toaster" mean?!?. honestly. i feel like im loosing it again. and thats some ( Read more... )

Many marvelous colors fill our eyes ( Read more... )

I am SOOO sick of FAKE people!!

they say one thing to one person and another thing to another person. They don't be themselves so others will like them. It pisses me off.  When people say they like something and they have no idea who or what they are, and then turn around and call you a fake person. They act nice to you when your by yourself with ( Read more... )

im restless ( Read more... )

HmMmM!! This week so far I have been realizing how LiTTle things people say and do can make you feel "Spe-SHE-aL" <~hehe. Maybe even loved!!! "I <3 U morestesst". . . How SHA-weet! lmao!! And when someone takes time out to actually TALK to you...its sweet!! Ahh... so...so...AmAzInG!!!­! Little -inside- jokes between friends like that are a great ( Read more... )