Comments | sammie285: Happy Anniversary =/

sammie285

Happy Anniversary =/

Mar 03, 2005 18:46

Seven years ago, at 3:01 pm, my mother, laying in her hospital bed, gasped her last breathe and left this world. It's crazy how seven years can feel like a minute, a really long, lonely, empty minute. This afternoon, after class, I went to her grave . I'm embarassed to say that I couldn't find it and had to ask the cemetary secretary where it was ( Read more... )

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feverishpoptart March 3 2005, 17:27:08 UTC

Oh man, that totally made me cry. I've only been dealing with it for a little over a month, and it seems like an eternity. It's exactly like you described it, lonely, painful and empty. I visited my mom yesterday for the first time. It was really hard. I don't know what to say, except that I'm sorry you're sad, and I know just how you feel. XOXOXOXOXO!

sammie285 March 3 2005, 17:43:33 UTC

Thanks hun. I'm sorry you cried. :( *hugs*

jentopia March 3 2005, 19:46:05 UTC

<333

shockofpoint6 March 3 2005, 22:39:04 UTC

Ergh, I'm sorry Steph. Hang in there.

opiate_desire March 4 2005, 05:46:45 UTC

houseofasher March 4 2005, 06:18:52 UTC

You look a lot like your mom, Steph. <3 And not going to her grave doesn't sound horrible at all. How could anyone know how they would react to such a life changing horrible event unless they actually experience it?

Like Jason said, keep hanging in there. <3

sammie285 March 4 2005, 15:12:47 UTC

People used to tell me that I look like her alot, she and I would just look at each other and smile (since I'm adopted and all =p).

houseofasher March 5 2005, 10:34:55 UTC

You DO look like her. I had NOOO idea you were adopted. That is beyond incredible.

That just proves even more that you were meant to be her daughter. <3 No matter how much time you got to spend together.