YUP. Im glad im here. Im glad im pushing through everything. fuck the bullshit.

has been fucking odd.

New task for this break:clean this shit hole up! Nick moving in this week. God, its gross in here. eh, but it will be clean in here soon enough. Still have to study for my bio exam. god im gonna put that off for as long as possible. Its a beautiful day!! went outside to play w/ the skip-it. Thats about it, just felt like adding an entry.

Never mind. Im moving in with my parents, getting a part time job, and droping two of my classes.

yay for times of good fun!

Thanks to all those who attended my slumber parties this week! Its been a real good time.

taking care of depressed drunk people can be a real handfull. Cool, its raining. Im thinking of moving my furniture around. I already started, but i dont like the way it looks yet. Im glad ive met such cool people this year. But i miss my old friends too.

I dont want to live like this anymore. I've lost sight in all I believe in. My life has become laying around. Im lost again in a world ive created that i cant respect. I have to take my life back. ignorance is one thing, but laziness is another. when you know the wrongs in the world and you just dont do anything to fix them. Thats just justifying ( Read more... )

I just realized I am constantly stuck in the past. Why arn't I doing anything? Because I dont want to look ahead. Tomorrow scares me. A year from now doesnt. But tomorrow does. Because I know im just waisting the day again and again. Fuck I need to move. I have to keep going. Right now im just dead.

wow. tonight ended up a pretty good night. well, morning now. Happy time change everyone!
I guess this weekend was good too. Well. yeah. I was going to say week but i forgot i was working on school work all week!