It has been a very long time since I've wrote in this.

--I kind of want a cigarette right now.

- I like my new house although at times I feel lonely and stressed way out here.

-I want to feel needed and wanted and included with the crew again but I know its mainly my own fault I'm not.

-I love my dog... he's my new best friend.  More like my child ( Read more... )

I fucked my eye up hardcore.  It looks like I ran into a steel pole face first.  Awesome.

Have you ever gotten a sick feeling of betrayal from your friends before? Or not betrayal, but more of like a "I would never do to you what you are doing to me" feeling. I have it at the moment from a few. And I don't like it.

I love Robin Donan, she is the best thing for me. She means everthing, and I will marry her.

I don't know what to write in this thing anymore. Life has been crazy, too crazy to actually sit and write about it.

Do you believe in soul mates?

sisters are good for something. thanks katy, tonight was a good talk.

i get crazy and i get scared sometimes. this weekend was so nice, but way too short. --rachel, i'm on the same page as you my dear. in different ways though.

1. i see him,
2. i miss him,
3. i realize how much i love him,
4. i want him,
5. then he comes home,
6. repeat.

i dont write anymore... and i hate myspace.

Its funny how things change so fast. It hurts and yet again I need to cope. But I always do.

my heart dropped when I read this in josh's profile today:

1 year coming wow time flys when you love some one this much

I can't deny that I agree completely