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So I think I have sort of decided what i want to do for next year. well, at least next semester. i think i'm gonna take some time off, get a job, have some cash maybe travel to see travis when i can. i just dont think i am really ready to go to college, plus i dont know where i want to go. i dont really have a dream school. a friend of mine took a ( Read more... )

I am seriously the worst person to be in a long distance relationship.
I forgot how hard it is.
...Oh well...only about  a month or so til he is home
:-/

So Travis is back home for spring break, and visited a couple weeks ago. Everything was confusing but basically, we are back together. It sorta hurts since we were with other people, but we still feel so much for each other. I guess we will just have to see what happens...

here is some pictures since i haven't had any in a while!


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it just now hit me. i miss my life, the person i used to be, the friends i used to have. it seems like i have taken a step forward in the wrong direction of where i want to be. i never thought it could be possible to be homesick from your own life ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly sick of snow! i want to be able to go outside just in a t-shirt with the sun beating down on me. plus, i can't do anything or go anywhere when it's like this ( Read more... )

i need to do a self evaluation of my own life and how i want things to pan out. am i ready for this? am i ready to be serious, or am i still in the stage i thought i was far past. it's so hard to look into the mirror and realize i'm letting myself fall appart again. i don't think i ever realized how much i depended on alcohol when my life was ( Read more... )

so my valentines was cute...i didn't do anything with travis or alex
instead last week a boy from my english class asked me to go to a dinner and a movie
yes, cliche
but i had a really nice time.
nice night.

how was yours?

So, Travis and his ex are back together. He dated her before me. We never really had a problem with each other, but she would always gave me these really cold stares. I don't know, I'm just sort of upset that she is here, in my town, and he is there, and we couldn't make it work but it seems like he wants to make that work. I don't know, i think i ( Read more... )

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