This feeling is awful. I know that I'm better than picking up than picking up my phone, and dialing you. I'm stronger than she is, but what sucks is that she is one of my friends. Naturally, I feel like I need to make her feel like the way I'm feeling now, but I'm not going to stoop down to that level. I'm just going to cuddle up with my cat, like ( Read more... )

 I'd never thought I would feel like this again after him. This feeling is amazing, and I hope this one lasts :)

Why did you lie? 
You promised me so much, and gave me so little.
I can't deny that I miss you, because I do. So much.
I wish you aren't the way you are.
I'm still not over the heartache.
I loved you. Never did I fuck you over.
You haven't changed one bit, sir. Stop saying you have.
Please don't come crawling back when she realizes it.
I know I will take ( Read more... )

 I feel safe on livejournal. I don't have any real-life friends on here, so I can post whatever I want, without them seeing it, unlike on tumblr.

I cried today for the first time in awhile. Well, there's this boy, who I'm completely in love with. I shouldn't be though, because he's the type of guy who talks the same way to every girl.  He's all I've ( Read more... )

Uh...I'm in love with you...

 If you really "wanted" me, you wouldn't care about how far away I live from you.

It was nice talking to you today though. I miss you so much.

This week has been horrible. I've basically been a wreck, not to mention, super sick. Last night, I was feeling really bad, because it was a Friday night, and the Jamboree is today, and I have to miss it. Anyway, I was talking to my friend Josh, and I told him what's been going on. He told me a joke to make me feel better. The joke wasn't even ( Read more... )

i saw of mice and men last night. it pwned. austin wasn't there though, cause of his heart issues, but they were just as good with jerry. of course, we went for our friend josh's band too. they rule. anyway, we talked to shayley for a bit. we took a couple pictures, and i asked if i could shake his hand (it's sort of an inside joke between hannah ( Read more... )

My friend Josh's band, Neither Sense, Nor Art played a show at Frankie's in downtown Toledo last night. My friends and I just went to support him, but we found out Action Item (They added me on myspace last year, and I ended up really liking them) and The Ready Set (one of Hannah's favorites) were playing too. There were only about 10 kids there, ( Read more... )

My friend and I decided to see The New Romans (www.myspace.com/thenewromansmusic) at Culture Clash in Toledo. They were amazing live. Jeremy's voice is like Angel's in Heaven, playing their harps. For the first time in about ever I was really shy. This girl named Jess walked us up to Jeremy and we asked him for a picture, and then I told my friend ( Read more... )