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[sammyphoenix]

I don't know what is going on with me. Maybe it's because I lost my job, maybe it's because I'm leaving for Marshall in about a month and I've only seen one of my friends from high school all summer, or maybe it's because I'm on my period! I don't know! But I've been treating Mark like crap. Sunday I didn't want to even sit next to him at

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[__mybluesky]

wow, you've really got a lot of stuff going on with your life right now. that's a lot to handle, especially right before a big change in your life (starting college). maybe you need to take a break from everyone for a while, to get un-stressed or something. that's kinda what i did

[sammyphoenix]

I don't know what to do, Jessica. I can't seem to get away from anyone to get un-stressed. Well, I guess I can't get away from my parents yet, not until August. And Mark, well, he calls every night and now that I'm out of work he wants to go about a lot (we're going goofy-golfing most likely again tonight.) And he talks about getting together on the weekends during college. I think that's where I get messed up. When I come in I want to see my family and my close friends, if they're in town too, not spend all my time with him . . .Or I may not feel like coming home on the weekends once I get away, join new groups, meet new people, and work on home work. I may have one other problem that may not actually be there. I guess I'm just really stressed out.