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Everything seems to be falling apart this christmas. I've never felt so bad in my life. Maybe once I get back to Marshall I can escape, and I may try to see if they have a free counciling sevice. I really need someone to talk to, even if they don't know me maybe they can help me fix the way I feel ( Read more... ) -
Band Camp
Today was technicly the second day of camp, even though we were only here for half of yesterday. I didn't get to swich around my schedule so I'm going to definialty go tomarrow to see if I can get band worked in, if not I'll talk to Mr. Barnett and see if he minds that I'm about half an hour late. Today was more comfortable than yesterday. I was ( Read more... ) -
board....
The 3 Variable Funny Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=17565214125862764376
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Marshall
Well, I finally got up the courage to call up to Marshall about the marching band. It's a class so I have to put it into my schedule and it is only going to cost me 50 dollars and a pair of black shoes, which I already have. I'm so syched to rearange my schedule to stick it in. The only thing is that it's on MWF. And those are my bussiest days ( Read more... ) -
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Well, today was nice. Mom and I went to see "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". That means that I've seen it twice now, and I still want to see it again. . .Last night mark and I went goofy golfing. I wasn't feeling any better than before. He could sense it, I hate it when he senses that something is wrong. We went and got icecream from ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what is going on with me. Maybe it's because I lost my job, maybe it's because I'm leaving for Marshall in about a month and I've only seen one of my friends from high school all summer, or maybe it's because I'm on my period! I don't know! But I've been treating Mark like crap. Sunday I didn't want to even sit next to him at ( Read more... ) -
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I'm to good for you. I know it is bad to think that, but as I watch you day by day, I discover that you have changed so much even with in the last year. I have someone much better than you, and now, I'm going to block you out of my mind and focus on what I have with the one I have now. -
brave yet stupid me.
I feel so dumb right now. I finally asked him to a movie. too bad he is busy just about all day. But none the least I did it. He didn't really respond when I asked him . . . but did I really ask him? I asked him what he was planning to do this week end, I already knew he had solo and ensembal, but if anything else I didn't know. He listed a ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I don't know I don't know ( Read more... )
