Ok, so another person I truly cared about has died. Wendell Hurley, he made me laugh, he made me smile, his kisses were soft, and his blue eyes twinkled when he looked at me. I had always pictured Wendell saving me from Jim. Wendell was a good father, best friend, and awesome listener. I will never be able to tell him how much I truly loved ( Read more... )

I can't let go of Gerry because he is my Daughter's Father.

I can't let go of Gerry because he will always be the one and only person that I love until the end of time.

I can't let go of Gerry because I love to hear his voice, and sometimes when I'm having a bad day I need to hear his voice.

I can't let go of Gerry because the sex is so damn good that ( Read more... )

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So, Sandra is on leave for the next eight weeks. From this point forward I have to catch the 717 train. I don't mind because I know I'll be compensated, but something is going to suffer. I know it is. More than likely it will be my relationship with Jim which really can't afford to suffer right now ( Read more... )

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I want out of this relationship so bad I can see it happening. I wish I could just disappear and not come back ( Read more... )

Ok, so all I can think about is that day with him. I dream about it, I cry about it. I can't get it out of my mind is blocking my brain.

If there was a way to use those men in black zappers to get him out of my mind I would. Maybe I need to see a shrink.

All I know is, I need him, in me on a regular basis.

I love my friends to death, however, I am not the only one who can use google! It literally took me two minutes to find a phone number for one of my beloved friends today, and I know he knows how to type! I've decided that I'm going to charge a flat $20 fee for simple research from now on.

Well, today was my day to get bitched at. First it was the lady that didn't leave her keys in her apartment so we have to charge $50 ( Read more... )

I've been emailing with Gerry since I got back from Florida. I've realized that I miss my life that I had when he and I were "together". I had freedom and could do what I wanted when I wanted. There are times when I wish that Jim and I had never met. Because I would so let the "legion" guy come up to the apartment when I needed some ( Read more... )