So, I had my tubes tied. It can be a relief I suppose that I will never have to go through the Emily drama again ( Read more... )

Sometimes one moment in time can be so great it remains in memory forever. Other times it can be so bad, it remains in memory forever ( Read more... )

I saw him yesterday. It was mind blowing, dream worthy, and all out down right perfect. It was everything I wanted from him and more. I needed his touch, I needed his kiss, I needed his body next to mine ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting here in his same town. My brain is wondering where he is, what he's doing. I'm trying to be good I have made contact, but it may not happen until tomorrow. Which will be fine. Even if he doesn't want to at all, that will be fine as well. If it doesn't happen it will be the end of the end for me. I wouldn't care if I never ( Read more... )

So, here we are again, that time of year when I get to sit back and reflect on the past years of my life - where it's been where it's going and so forth. There are a few things I would love to change and here they are in no random order ( Read more... )

I swear to God these people, when I say there was nothing on the fax this morning, there was nothing on the God damn fax! Personally, I'm glad to see these people go, they have been nothing but trouble since moving in. There should be a website for Property Managers to bitch about their tenants since tenants love to bitch about us. And generally ( Read more... )

How did I end up with Jim? Why couldn't I wait it out, why did I have to be with someone so soon after having Emily? I suppose I needed to feel alive, but in the end it's only made me feel dead. I have no freedom, I have no life. I can not be with him in this relationship anymore. I don't love him, I don't even want him to touch me anymore. ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't be, it's really my own fault for looking. But today I found out that DD was the technical adviser on Eva Longouria's latest movie, "The Sentinel" with Michael Douglas. And he is also the National Security advisor to NASCAR! That's the one that totally made me scream ( Read more... )

So anyway, I haven't posted in a while, because the boyfriend found my other Journal in my backpack and read it. Not good. My fling is now five different people because Jim can't follow a storyline to save his life or he also doesn't know what was going through my brain when I said it. That's that update. Also, we signed a lease together with ( Read more... )

In Leola PA of all places. Just shot the murder rate of East Lampeter Township up 600%. It looks like Jim Fisher's grandmother's old place, but I could be wrong. The whole thing just seems so off base. The same Lt that investigated Laurie's murder is investigating this one. What is happening up there? First the one in Brownstown. Then the ( Read more... )