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So last night has to be the most fun i've had in a long time. It was just awesome, everybody got along so well and it was like we were all close friends even though there had been some weirdness in the past. I talked to Nick today and he agreed that it was a great time. Somehow last night leah bit my face, i was pressured into making out with ( Read more... )

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she's so beautiful.

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So the date has been set. It's March 17. My house should be done with all the construction that is being done on it. I am excited. I really hope i can start to become the person who i want to be. I have a pretty clear idea of who that person is but it's hard to start becoming him. It is scary. I feel old these days. The whole house thing doesn't ( Read more... )

i'm so glad she came over.

she makes me feel so happy.
selfish.. i know.

When do you know when a friendship is worth trying to save? This is the question that has been going through my head a lot recently. I don't make friends easily so i think that i should try to perserve the ones i have. I am pissed at the "work" nick and really i don't want to let that get in the way of our friendship because we have never before ( Read more... )

I'm so not sleeping tonight.. it's 2:30 and i'm not even tired and i have to be at work at 7am :( oh well, tiger woods golf and d/ling albums keeps me up. I don't have anything to do tomorrow night so if i'm tired i guess i can just sleep the night away. I am sure i'll end up doin' something ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since i've written in here. It seems that the feelings that i'm feeling these days arent meant to be expressed through this medium. There is a this wonderful girl in my life that has emerged in a new capacity that i can't keep my mind off. I'm not sure how she feels which makes me nervous but hey, all relationships deal with ( Read more... )