i know much more of who i am than i ever have before.
but not as much as i previously had thought i did.
sometimes i feel i need to detach myself.
most times i need to connect on the deepest possible level.

it is what it is.

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it's been so long, i used to write lots of cryptic messages on here describing my anguish and emotional pain. Though i feel the same anguish and pain i am not writing anymore, possibly because i know that no one reads it... though i never wrote for anyone.. hmm, maybe it wasn't working so i deciding against publishing my thoughts... i really miss ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since i've made an entry. That is because i have nothing interesting to say. My daily routines and talking about my feelings really haven't gotten me anywhere in the past year so I figured why do it anymore? I am gonna try to start updating more as long as you promise to try as well. I can't remember how to make a list thing ( Read more... )

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i really am entering a new phase in my life. I don't think it's really by choice but more by coincidence. Maybe this is what i need? I am not sure. I called rochelle last night and was talking to her about how maybe we shouldn't mess around anymore because she still has a bf and i don't really know how i feel about her. I mean i do like her but i'm ( Read more... )

so wednesdaynight it is...it'sa pactorsomething.

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so.. yeah.. wed at 10am i leave for san diego for 4 days of fun! i'm so excited, i get to hang out with leah and get sloppy drunk and not have to pay for it! I hopefully get to be in the sunshine ... I get to see bill cosby! I get to dress up and talk with "important people" I get to see the san diego zoo, and go to a private party at sea world.. ( Read more... )