Must it always be like this must I stay away? Everyone one of them are the same . I hurt my father by accident he alrweady sick and drinking I was to aggressive my hand slipped. He bleed in my hands his blood ran all over . It wouldn't stop. I panic I scream I hate him but every moment he is close to death I die a little more inside too. I'm ( Read more... )

I waited for long and I got my answer it was all a lie. It was never true , it scares me to think what it everything will be like for me with all this . . . . May be something it will be real.

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halloween . Halloween. Another halloween.

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OK Well I'm Just Posting Becuase Well Tomorrow I Will Be Taking A Risk By Going Down To The Jail To Go Visit My Man And Well Hopefully Everything Goes Well. I KNow For Sure That I Will Be Shitting Bricks !. I Called The Probation Department And The Lady That I Spoke With Said That I'm Not In Any Trouble Yet. She Just Said That Records Show That I ( Read more... )

I Hate This !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lfkdjglkdfjglkdfjgkljflkgjdflkjgklfdjgkjf !

Well It’s Been Awhile Since I Last Posted An Entry. Well For Starters The Reason I Haven’t PostedAnything Is Because I Recently Got My Self
Caught Up In Some Trouble With The Law. I Was In Men’s Central Jail Since May 11 ? And I Was Just Released On September 24th At 10:00 PM. It Wasn’t As Bad As I Thought It Would Be. I Definitely Expected The ( Read more... )

I'm Finally 21 ! I Don't Feel Like I Am Though. Not Sure Yet On What The Plan Is.

Well It's A Friday Night And Let Me Say That It'f Fucking Freezing Today. I Woke Up At Like 7:30 A.M. To Start My Babysitting Duties. I Didn't Get Much Sleep And I Almost Fell Asleep While The Kid Was Here. Especially When I Had To Put Fucking Boring As Hell " Cars". As Soon As His Mother Picked His Ass Up I Hit The Shower With All Hot Water But It ( Read more... )

Finally !!!!!!! Can't Wait For The New Album.

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