Haven't written in awhile i know. MY computer is really dumb and the internet service is really dumb...anyways i have had a very interesting last three weeks...i'm not gonna go into detail right now cause there is too much to remember in one entry...I'm so happy....Me and Cara have been dating for almost four weeks next wenesday...School is goin ( Read more... )

The first week of school went great...i am so excited about this year...my audition for the company was yesterday...man am i so geeked for this jeez...i decided recently that i am not going to talk to andrea cause kristen and some other friends helped me realize that even though i take care everyone before my self this time i need to take care of ( Read more... )

I started school today...i am so glad to be back...least when i am there the pain is a bit more bearable...i forgot how much fun school is ....i am a SENIOR!!!...Yay!!!!...i feel like i am getting better...i feel this year could be a good year as long as i make it that way...i am looking foreward to this year...i hope everyone is ready to enjoy ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while but my vacation comes to a close in 48 hours...I never thought it would end but alas it has...i just got back from the cottage again...the ride home helped me realize so many things...i would like to thank everyone who made this summer so amazing...i owe all of Showbiz alot for being there with me...it wasnt all peaches ( Read more... )

i know that everything happens for a reason but why does everything bad happen to me...why do i fall for the people who arent right for me...i just want to be able to have a day where i can smile and have it be genuine but it won't be cause of the pain i am in ( Read more... )

i'm really bored...there is too much time on my hands...i feel like i am standing on the brink of something better i just wish i could figure it out...sunday i went to Ren Fest...i had fun for most of the day and then...it just got upseting...i just don't know how to describe the feeling i had that day...it was a mix between upset and anger and ( Read more... )

why do i feel incomplete? i like her alot...i really don't know why...then i get mixed signals from others and i am left alone in this mess...and again i am left to sort through this mass of confusion...but isnt that how i always end up...everything i feel is subdued beneath this feeling i have to make something of myself...why is it when you ( Read more... )

FAME is over i kinda miss it...i just hope i get to see people the same amount as i did... i have worked things out with people so we are all biscuts and gravy again ( Read more... )

i like her i just wish i could understand why...i am just so upset i wish i could stop being so damn emotional....i get attached too easily and i end up getting screwed over and it's not fair that i am always the one that gets screwed over and... and everyone can go back like nothing ever happened after they screw me over it's not fair!!!sometimes ( Read more... )

the show is tomorrow and i am really nervous...i'm single again...i really don't have much to say today except that you better come see my show... love you all and hope you return it soon...i'll leave you with a song Back 2 Good by Matchbox 20 ( Read more... )