Tuesday my Uncle Joe died =::::::::o( ( He was going to be 80 years old soon ( Read more... )

I just returned from a weekend in Florida, West palm Beach for my close friends wedding= exhaustion

Thursday leave for PB at 4pm study all the way there arrive in PB stay up till 4am

Friday walk the PB beach collect a lot of shells and sand, wedding rehersal and dinner get to sleep  later then 2am

Saturday Wedding 6:30am wake up at 4:30! Wedding ( Read more... )

I made it through the first quarter of Massage therapy  college training and I got all A's in all my classes!! I am so excited and  will be ready for a whole new group of courses after my week off.  I love to learn and I am excited to become a Massage therapist.

Finals all next week= stress, exhaustion, and doing nothing but studying all weekend!

I am so in love with my Abba, I desire no one else but Him.

Disclaimer: Contains whining

I am really feeling down and depressed right now, for the past few days. All I do is school work and work I want to have some fun in my life, I have no friends and no boyfriend, no one I can call and say  "I have time off want to do something?". I am just in a negative mood for some reason everything is irritating me. I ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I am so pissed off rigth now!! I only got sixteen hours at work last week and I am only getting six this week. I am going toh ave to talk to my manger. I need better and more hours!! I love my jon and the people I work with I do not want to have ti try and find a job somewhere else.
Well enough of my ranting.

Well, here I am again. I am having a hard day and since I am I am going to take a shower and then go to the mall and pick something out for my friend in Texas who needs some encouragement and then have it sent to her. It will make me day less crappy if I can know I am going to make someone else happy.  I am still trying to get over my no longer ( Read more... )

2000 Saturn Sw2 $3,400 AC 4cyl, 96k miles,  and great on gas.


( Read more... )

I am really struggling with liking myself and feeling like I am in the darkess and cannot get out of it. I feel like I cannot stop believing the lies I have lived with for so long because they are comfortable to me. I feel like I will be helpless and lost without them... I am so confused... I want to be free with all that is within me. Yet, I do ( Read more... )