I've been really out of it lately. Sometimes I'm here, other times I'm gone. Its like standing in a circular line. For the past few months I've been so tired I'm just using all my free time to catch up on the years of missed sleep. It doesn't matter how much or how little, I'm just exhausted. But the past like 3 days I can't sleep. I'm still ( Read more... )

I am a jerk. This whole week is giving me an ulcer. First-i found a new apartment in bothell with matthew. Its gorgeous, hardwood floors, granite countertops, fireplace, not one but two walkin closets in my bedroom. I don't get to move in untill the 15th but that's ok. I need the time. Plus I only have to pay like 300 for rent till december. Whoo ( Read more... )

A ya i ne znal shta borshch mozhet byt' tol'ka na vade.

It's not a matter of right or wrong. Really thiere is no wrong. Not in our own minds. Our own reality. You can never set off to do the wrong thing. You can never say the wrong thing. In your own mind, you are always right. Every action you take--what you do or say or how you choose to appear-is automatically right the moment you act.
You can do ( Read more... )

What do you do with the emotions your left with ( Read more... )

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me ( Read more... )

Never been here, never coming back ( Read more... )

I don't wanna be wasted ( Read more... )

Please could you stay awhile to share my grief ( Read more... )

so my job is starting to pay off all the bullshit holes i got into while working for thoes coffee nazis. We got a house and its filling up with kids and belongings and the idea of having a better time and a better place, and something so cleche' as turning a house into a home doesn't feel like such a unobtainable dream ( Read more... )