Right now I have a big smile on my face. I don't think it's a happy smile though. My teeth are clenched and I think it's more of a haha I feel crazy right now and now it's devolving into a frown. The reason? TWO of my TWELVE classes I've taken with UMUC the past year actually transfer cleanly to BYU. I should have seen warning bolts when the CS ( Read more... )

ugh, I hate my irrational moods. This town doesn't help either. If I could assign a color to Baumholder, it would be grey. There is constant overcast and the sun rarely comes out; it's quite depressing. Mix in a pathetically minimal amount of social interaction and the guilt of having to ask a friend to come all the way out to the middle of nowhere ( Read more... )

I'm back from the states! It was a great visit, though I'm looking forward to May/June when I'll be heading back for good. I was readmitted to BYU (!!!!) last week, so once again I'm a BYU student. It's a nice feeling that after two years I'm to a point where I can return to where I left off. Well sort of. I'll have a shiny Associate's degree from ( Read more... )

My online classes' winter break doesn't coincide with the dates that I go to California. I'm conflicted. I have all this free time before the 30th, but it's all snowy so I'm not gonna drive anywhere and my Dad has work so I'm not quite sure what to do with myself. I KNOW! I'll start learning PHP. It's a natural response. It's a skill I need to get ( Read more... )

I've been watching Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog everyday for the past week. I haven't been able to watch it because Hulu.com isn't accessible in Germany, so yeah. I don't usually like musicals so it's especially good for me. I'm being obsessive again ( Read more... )

Women... suck they suck they really really suck they suck they suck they suck suck suck ( Read more... )

So I went down to my friend's apartment once again today. Ever since Thursday I've been feeling all weird and anxious about the whole situation so I decided to make a ballsy move and actually talk to her about my feelings. What a crazy idea. I like to bottle thing up quite a lot and that is a really bad habit, so to avoid explosion I sent her a ( Read more... )

I'm in Salt Lake City, UT. It's so nice to be back in the states. I went to the mall and WalMart for the first time in 15 months :D :D :D ( Read more... )

It's snowing for the first time this season here in Baumholder, Germany. And it's sticking. Funnn. Luckily the roads aren't too bad. I went down to Ramstein with some friends down to the IOC to have pizza. Driving on the Autobahn in the snow is pretty fun ( Read more... )

I went to the temple today. What a wonderful, reverent place. However, I had quite a new and interesting experience ( Read more... )