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THE FRAY

"Hundred"

The how I can't recall
But I'm staring at what once was the wall
Separating east and west
Now they meet amidst the broad daylight

So this is where you are, and this is where I am
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

It's hard I must confess
I'm banking on the rest to clear away
Cause we have spoken ( Read more... )

THE FRAY

"Look After You"
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you ( Read more... )

     "How To Save A Life"
                  THE FRAY

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

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So I basically realized that I really am a huge procrastinator and 
will always be unless I fixed myself or got some sort of dicipline. 
Talked to a friend last night online for a while about maybe going 
into the Air Force. It was all just talk at first until he gave me 
the website name, I filled out my name to have information 
sent to me and have a ( Read more... )

I really need to update this damn thing. 
It seems like forever since I've written in it.. 
To be exact, about 25 days. 
A lot has happened in 25 days.

Basically I spend my weekends in Lansing now.
My dad even said to me the other day,
"So I suppose you're going to Lansing?"
Haha, yes I was actually going there.
Then he says to me,
"Here's an idea, transfer ( Read more... )

the other day i started to wonder who really reads my livejournals. it's obvious that i don't have that many friends on my friend list, but that doesn't mean that there isn't a good share of those AIM stalkers--

[those people who get s/n's out of other people's info's and paste them to their buddylist, when they clearly know nothing about the ( Read more... )

did you ever think or feel like you were the only one left in the world with morals? not lying, not cheating, being honest etc.? unfortunately i feel as if i am one of those people. not only that, but because of the hurt i have been caused, i am taking it out on other people, and doing to other people what i would never want done to me.. doing ( Read more... )

sometimes life.. fucks you over.
and sometimes, peoples words and actions don't make any sense.
and sometimes, people refuse to change for you, no matter how hard it is for them to deny that you are the best thing to walk into their life in a long time. no matter how much it kills them to know the they have to let you go because they're not done ( Read more... )

     Last night I was pretty down on myself.. things have happened, and now I'm left in the rain again. I was again let down. It wasn't that my trust was misused, but it's just that I got my hopes up on something that isn't ready to be praised.
     After a 35 minute phone conversation with someone last night, my very good friend Josiah called me ( Read more... )