last night i had dinner with Russ-Bust, C-Ro and Kate. It was wonderful. We went to Outback and then we all walked around the mall for a bit. Then Kate and I came back to my house and she spent the night  we had wonderful talks.. FUN! But she left this morning and it was sad cuz it always seems like when we hang out she has to leave or I have to ( Read more... )

i don't like it when you finally meet someone so right for you, they have to live 80 minutes away...

it's hard cuz all you can do is think about them and how amazing they are to you. and you start to

wonder why in the world they would choose you, when it's clear they could have anyone they wanted.

then you begin to realize that maybe you are kinda a ( Read more... )

i have a secret love. can you guess?

went to a little town called Evart last night to visit my friend Kate.
she's a bartender at this diner/bar/bowling alley.
i walked in and sat at the bar watching the band playing for about 2 and half hours.

these guys kept looking at me all night. HA!
then kate came over and we were just talking for about 10 minutes about my drive to get here and what ( Read more... )

i've decided i really can't stand how people complain all the time.
no really, i try to keep my bitching to a minimum, but hot damn
there are some people who tell YOU that you bitch too much
but then they're the people that are always like
*whiney voice* "oh my god, my life is so hard, i'm so FUCKING
unstable!! hold mE@!!!!"

it all reminds me of ( Read more... )

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wish *

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     So no matter how much I try to make this entry sound like I'm NOT trying to brag, it's going to sound like I am... just a warning..

So today after my class I got home and was bored so I decided to go up to my mom's work and visit her during her lunch break. I went with her into the teacher's lounge and I talked with her and about eight other ( Read more... )

my life has been kinda different lately.
at first things changed, and i liked it.
but now they're changing again.and
i'm not quite sure how i feel about it.
if there's one thing i've learned so far,
it's that i can't let myself get too excited
about my life. because when i do, that
is when i start to lose it all. somehow
it all gets taken away.so i have ( Read more... )

I

am

SICK

and sick of it all...

went to a party saturday at zach's apartment = awesome
then went to speedway with heather to visit adam = cleaned some windows drunk
to the texan with heather for fries, coffee, and an exchange of phone numbers with the cute waiter for a get-together = TBA

i saw a lot of cool people at zachs that i either haven't seen in awhile or just didnt expect ( Read more... )