I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NIKKI! WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS! I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!

So much for my happy ending ( Read more... )

How much more bad, depressing, confusing news can I take? NOT MUCH MORE!!!!!! STOP WITH THE BAD NEWS!!!!! GOD WHY DO BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN AT ONCE?!!! AND WHY RIGHT WHEN I'M MAKING THE BIGGEST TRANSITION OF MY LIFE?!!! NO MORE OR I'M THROUGH!!!! MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!

Wanted to let everyone who may check out my journal that I'm doing much better. Time is the true healer. I am eating well again. And no longer have the "flu in august." I think that's what I'm gonna call this rare outbreak. I found out I'm not the only one who had it, but those who did have it, I had no contact with so I dunno where I got it ( Read more... )

Talk about being in a low spot...I now have a fever, am achy, eyes stinging, coughing, swollen neck glands, you name it I got it! I saw the doctor today since this is my second day of having a fever and I leave for college next Friday. He gave me some medicine, not sure if it'll do the trick, but I'm hoping I feel better soon. He basically said ( Read more... )

Okay! I need some serious prayer because, as some of you know, I haven't been eating normally with this whole Mike thing knawing at me. It is getting better though as time goes by. BUT this morning I woke up and got ready for work. I had noticed my pants seemed a little big but I didn't pay attention because my weight goes in spurts sometimes ( Read more... )

I've been in one of those moods lately where music just moves me, reminds me of an event or person, explains my feelings, and just speaks for me. I realized that my past 3 entries both private and public have included the lyrics to songs along with a little explanation. I guess that's how I best explain my feelings right now as I'm going through ( Read more... )

I'm in love...found my man...yes! That's right...Josh Groban baby! This is my fav song that he sings...cuz I love storms. The live peformance was the greatest...man can he sing...i swear it was better than his recording. The peformance of this song was superb though; there was a visualization of rain falling in a puddle and then the sound of ( Read more... )

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Okay! Work is over and I know I'll get to see Mike soon so I'm great! I said I've been moody :-P haha!