I'm going insane I know it! I've been so moody yesterday and today. And not getting to hang out with Mike and working at the library makes it worse. I get to the library and there is this girl...I'd rather call her something else, but I won't...and she won't stop screaming her head off. It was driving me up the wall. She was a brat...so ( Read more... )

I haven't really written a "non-private" entry for a while so I figured it was time for one. My summer has flown by...it's august 2nd already and I have so many people I want to see and hang out with. Will it happen? I have no clue. I have 25 days before I leave for college. I'm so excited...it is time for me to breakaway. I love independence ( Read more... )

What an amazing world we live in...but even more amazing is our Creator. A God who knows us personally, knows what we each need, knows who we each need. I'm so blessed to be alive this morning to smell and feel the crisp air ( Read more... )

As I look at my previous entries I see how happy I am most of the time and how rare my sad moments are. It's crazy to think that coming to work today would help me feel better. I was upset about coming to work for a number of reasons, but over the past two hours - a moment of almost losing it with tears, a moment of complete anger, and a moment ( Read more... )

camp flew by like none other. i cannot believe it's all over. i had so much fun there. it gave me a taste of what it'll be like when i'm at college away from the family. quite nice i have to admit - makes me wanna move into my dorm room right now. :) it's not that i don't love my family, it's just that i'm ready to be on my own and make my ( Read more... )

Camp this week was great. I had a great cabin! But at the same time it was very hard. Relationships were strained, pushed, and just worried about. Life does that to them sometimes. Also, injuries seemed to be as common as corn in Indiana. Everyone ended up being fine but sleepless nights were often, and have made me extremely tired. So why ( Read more... )

Well I guess I can be blunt now and not write as many "private" entries about this guy Mike I previously mentioned in my other entry. He's a guy counselor at camp this summer. It's hard to explain, but we hit it off really well. I didn't have to try to be someone I'm not. To say the least, I felt like crud at camp -not caring about make-up or ( Read more... )

Haha! I just glanced at my bookmarks now that I am home and needed to get online to check my emails and stuff. And I definitely forgot for a moment that I had a livejournal. So the first week of camp went by with many issues. Not unsolvable ones but ones that you would never think of. Like Bryan Stater broke his arm, not even realizing it ( Read more... )

well i'm back in town for a few days trying to recoop for next week - the first camp. unfortunately i don't think that'll really happen. i have orientation tomorrow and will be waking up early. blah! and then i have worship team on sunday morning so i can't sleep in then either. it should be fun.

Nikki and i are off to camp counselor training from tomorrow until thursday afternoon. i'm excited about gettting away from home and having some time to myself in a different environment. of course i'll miss kelly and some other people i hang out with during the week. but nikki's got her cell and i can still chat with them ( Read more... )