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i feel it. every thing and every one i hold dear to me is sliping away..im changing..a while a go i started writing lyrics sum on paper others in my head....but now..their getting better..mor tramatic..more meaningful...when i read them/listen to them..i start to cry..every one in this world is slowly sliping away -
mom
omg i thinkmy mom discovered my live journal if she did i will cry!! she allready took my myspace whitch i hold so dearly to me. mom if you are reading this.... i hate you.... go to hell......your the reason i used to cut.... you heard me..... i used to cut....and their is not a day that goes by that i dont think of suiside.....god knows how manyy ( Read more... ) -
Gabby
Today im gunna talk about my bbf Gabby! we have been rele close for a while and sum times she could be a little ditzey but in the past few months i notic that every one under estamates her, and that we are more a like than i relised. she thinks about cutting a suisde as much as i dO! every one thinks of her as ditzy gabby, oh dont worry about her ( Read more... ) -
Wtf is going on with me??
It happens every timee! i get a 4-6 days of happyness then.... well then i have my out breaks! get cold! now sum times i will be cold for 5 minutes others its a day or 2 but i get cold! then my stomache feel like their is rope; a knot! that bleeds and sum one is cutting, cutting away at it. But it never brakes. i get very agressive and pissed off ( Read more... ) -
Last night!
OMG it was amazing!! I finally met jared! he is cute and rele tall!! we sat for the movie and we rele didnt talk! then he asked me out! offcourse i sed yes! then every one was like hold hands, hold hands, then we made out 4 like 45min. and thenppl keeped throwing pop corn and i found a bittin star burst in my hair!!!!eww! then jarred went in my ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday Sarah slept over and we went to six flags! We had an awesome time their! i loved it! i missed her so0o much! we had the best time on chiller!! any way .. we desided to prank her friend...Jarred! i told i was his stalker and we just started talking! On da phone on line he is rele cool! well tonight me, him sarah and her b/f mikey are ( Read more... ) -
guess you know who your ture friends are!
Today started out great!! me and gabby through water ballons at my brothers and ended up in the pool with our clothes on! we saw war of worlds! we invinted a story called the case of the missing apple seeds! Gabby was honny bunches of oats and i was peaches and bannas! we were supper heros! every thing was great! well then nick decides he did not ( Read more... ) -
i cant stand to sheid another tear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate my mom!!! SHE MAKES MY LIFE A PAIN! her and my dad dont understand that the people who understand me, care about me, the people i wanna be around are my friends! keeping me in this hell whole they call home is not wat i want or need!!! i may live in house but it aint my home!!!! they mite be blood but my mom and dad are not my family!! i ( Read more... ) -
day dream
okay this is what happened. nick and jaymie ar going out and nick rele likes her. my cuz likes nick and Jaymie is gunna brakeup with him and i think he can do better! i also when to the dentist and my teeth hurt. today i should be writing about my dentist appointment or what is goin on between the love triangle that i could change in a minute. but ( Read more... ) -
Go to hell
anthony skrewed up are whole friendship! this shows how easly friendships can break! maby we were never friends at all. well he treats jaymie like shit! he talk about me behind my back. screw him! And yesterday about our conversation he is such a jerk!! i hope he does not come to me and gabbys party!!