I'm way too irratable...I need to quit my job and find something that won't leave me furious at the world when my shift is over. *sigh*

I smell like poop ( Read more... )

All my life I despised the idea of a double standard and now I realize that it has a lot to do with everything. I've been using it to my advantage a lot lately and I feel silly in a way, but at the same time I truly believe that it is different. Certain things are okay for a girl to do or say to a guy but it's not okay the other way around. *sigh* ( Read more... )

A - Age: 19 ( Read more... )

I hate myself. Everything I think is right and fair seems to be the complete opposite. Some how I always end up doing the wrong thing. I wish I had the ability to change the second I see flaw...even better I just wish I could be a little less selfish ( Read more... )

The solitary confinement of my mind can drive even the sanest of minds insane. Being alone in the room with nothing to disturb my thoughts besides the music of my choice is driving me up a wall. I'm going to leave ( Read more... )

I'm going snow boarding!!!!! Yey me!

Building a relationship is hard but so worth the labor if you find the right person. I do believe that this is the first time I completey click with someone and don't have a bad feeling about it two weeks later. It's an exilerating feeling.....almost a sigh of relief. For most people I guess four months isn't alot but even the strongest of bonds ( Read more... )

I feel lost in a world of confused individuals who can't believe in themsevles and need a higher belief. *A belief that isn't mass produced, something of truth to stand by, no lies, no deciet, all real. Too many beliefs are centered lies produced by people that should have never been given the pen. The beliefs of those men have led to the ( Read more... )

Merry X-mas!!!!!!( to those who celebrate it). I had a fairly pleasent holiday. No fights or feeling uncomfortable...it was nice getting to hang out with cousins and amazed at how they've all grown. Me and my mom saw eye to eye most of the night, we seem to do that around the holidays...I'm glad. My gifts for the most part were good, I'm told I'm a ( Read more... )