I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

I feel the mood slippin into my view. I know it is coming and the only thing that keeps it at bay is Jenn. I lose sight of where I am. I know it is stupid, but she calms me makes everything ok and it is that calm that I need. THe girl is amazing for so many reasons ( Read more... )

Well since they wouldn't call me back I called them. I figured they were not calling if you didn't get picked. I was right. She said they made another selection. MOTHER FUCKER!!! I need to calm down because after last night and my run in with deter I have been pissed off and ready to go. Jen noticed it on the phone this morning. SO I need to calm ( Read more... )

Im fucking wired. I want that call. Yesterday at work was hard I kept thinking at any minute I was going to snap. I just don't want to be a fucking trained monkey. They just change the organ but the music is the same ( Read more... )

Damn I want that job at the City. It would be a improvement from the paper. The money would be nice and the hours would be totally badass. Weekends free would be something I haven't had in a long time. The time I could spend with some of my friends would be unmeasurable. Then there is the time I could get to know Jen that is huge. I woke up this ( Read more... )

Well it happened Jen and I got to have our first date. A beautiful evening with a lovely dinner and a good movie, but the best part of the evening by far was the dancing. Slow dancing with a woman you love is one of those special moments. I'm getting better with the eye contact thing she is so easy to make eye contact with. I'm doing my best on the ( Read more... )

The phone has been ringing like mad all morning. It's bad enough that I can't sleep more than 40 minutes at a stretch, but the damn house phone then my cell phone. Arghhh. Anyway now I'm up and sort of awake. I chatted with Matt at the Texas Culinary Academy for a few minutes. Imagine me a professionally trained chef making food for people that ( Read more... )

Drove across town to see Jen. I wanted to see Jen before anyone else. I got to the door knocked and heard her half asleep "Who is it?". I said "Who do you think.". Then the door opened and you could have flattened me with a breath of air. It's crazy and I know I sound like a nut, but she was beautifully unmade up. Just the smile on her face was ( Read more... )

I see her smile in my mind's eye.
I hear her voice inside head.
I feel her fingers through my hair.
I feel her laugh in my soul.

The warmth in her hugs make me so warm inside
A calm that cools me to the core
Her kiss sparks the imagination
I feel at peace every time she is near.

I know I'm falling for her
I know I'm falling fast

I love her.

Every second of every minute I'm with her is one more second I know I am finally me again.

Crimson touch
Gentle embrace
Slow music
And a dance that moved two souls