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[sanecrazyman]

It seems lately things are going generally well. I need a better job, but so does 10% of the unemployed Americans. I remember my time at Discovery School and how they told me I compare myself to other people and get depressed. I am generally lazy, but if I have an agenda I will try my damn best to have that agenda met. My agenda however has been a

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[sassy_is_she]

i understand exactly what yr saying here. it works the same in my family... my parents arent around to rub it in my face but my sister does a good enough job at that. she was the smart one whos had evrything given to her on a silver platter by the family that took her in. shes got a nice house,car, family and pretty much EVERYTHING her little heart desires. they landed her a good job making bank and left her a damn house. me, i didnt get any of that. the only reason i have a roof over my head is cause i live with my fiance and i didnt have a choice. i've worked my ass off for everything i have,the jobs dont bring me up to my full potential. my first job was at a smoothie shop when i was 15. my last job was at a smoothie shop, 6 years later. i feel like i'm going no where in life on a pretty regular basis. i feel like its part cause my life hasnt given me a break and then part cause i dont have the eyes to see where it could go. all i see is the same path to the same shitty jobs to continue the same shitty life i was dealt. i've tried

[sanecrazyman]

I'm looking forward to our travels, but it will be in a train we own. made of gold and stocked with blunts.

[anonymous]

Sounds like you need some clarity nigga. Take a break from smoking with me, cause I might be starting probation soon. Start running with me too, and take b-vitamins. Srsly, these are all things that make me feel awesome. Smoking less will also give you more of this drive you speak of, trust.
-Joel

[sanecrazyman]

i feel that 110 man, i just need to get off these vices i have. thanks for the advice