Here I am. A constant marauder of the internet, cyberspace, the vast and seemingly endless space of the world wide web, reverting back to the simple form of journal keeping. My last post dated back to December of 2009 and how it seems so long ago makes me feel old. Considering through a larger scope not much time has passed makes me feel ignorant. ( Read more... )

lets do something, I haven't written anything in awhile and the sheer thought of sitting down and committing to something seems dreadful. It's a catch 22 of minimal and possibly pointless proportions. kill me now.

alex grey you rule my world

although I'm not entirely sure what that really is and as of late I have been too afraid to research it. I figure he is fixed for now and lets just let the good times roll. isn't that what we are suppose to do with our lives or is that just way too bohemian? either way I'm jaded by the thought that my father like the tin man can be given a heart ( Read more... )

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oh and I wish that when I get married we can make music like this

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where you feel like a square trying to fit into someones triangle door. On top of not being able to fit through this door, you can see all your friends having a good time through the 3 pointed geometric opening and you wonder why do I have to have four corners? Why can't I just have three? Know what I mean?

They say that essentially in Freudian theory that most men want to marry a woman resembling their mother's characteristics. Receiving multiple text messages on various nights that "food was on the table" have made my drunken arrivals seem like a feather drifting in a soft breeze finally landing in a mound of feathers as if not to feel out of place ( Read more... )

It seems lately things are going generally well. I need a better job, but so does 10% of the unemployed Americans. I remember my time at Discovery School and how they told me I compare myself to other people and get depressed. I am generally lazy, but if I have an agenda I will try my damn best to have that agenda met. My agenda however has been a ( Read more... )

because im too lazy to do it myself

my last post wasn't about anyone or for anyone