im just gonna do it

i hate my life

I heard this from the mouths of people I dearly trust, but yet I couldn't believe it. Besides some shenanigans that took place the night prior, my friends and I decided to try our luck at getting completely Chernobyl obliterated at American Pie at the low price of 5 cents a beer. You can play video games as you are slowly getting hammered and eat ( Read more... )

Hanging out with some new friends was a great change. Well they aren't new per say but people I knew but never actually hung out with. Oh how hard it was for me to bust out of my awkward bubble and reach towards the unknown. I can't tell if I'm having a good time, for the fact I laugh out of discomfort and anxiety. So it's hard to pin down which ( Read more... )

I feel very uneasy as of late. And I can't put my finger on it. It's like wearing a new shirt that hasn't been worn in and the tag is as sharp as a razor on the lower back of my neck, constantly reminding me of small nuisances I have yet to take care of. The only way I know how to combat these feelings is to not dwell on them. And traditional ( Read more... )

now in style.

"These times they are a changin" -Bob Dylan a.k.a Robert Zimmerman a.k.a Blind Boy Grunt ( Read more... )

What do I say after that? I am a dashing explorer that travels through the most dangerously humid jungles in search for boundless riches far beyond the mind can imagine. Or I am a seasoned veteran of the several deadly forms of international martial arts. Those would be great lies, lies that I would be captivated by and want to listen to ( Read more... )

As of date, I realized I still don't know what to do with my life. The process of finding out has been fun and horrifying at the same time. This is the year that I try new things outside of my comfort zone. Which is funny because I still see myself just giving up at times but more or less i have done this thing called trying. I have been dumped for ( Read more... )

I'm so determined. It will happen with diligence and stern stern self discipline. That's all it takes. God I hate life. I really have nothing to complain about. But that is my catch-22. I think something is going wrong in my life and then I look at it the next day and realize that I was over reacting or over dramatizing a situation. And that's when ( Read more... )