Reading this journal is retarded. It's all about you-know-who, but so is 90% of my life, so I guess it works. As an update, though, from the last post I wrote in here about a year ago, I've gotten over it. I still love him: I always have, I always will...but I know he's a jerk. & I also know that just because you love somebody, that doesn't mean ( Read more... )

i feel more comfortable updating this because i know no one reads it. i also know not many people know about this journal, which sort of sets my mind at ease about the things i say ( Read more... )

taken?

single?

beats me.

but i would just love to know so i can either continue with my plan that no one knows nothing of, or give up on him for good...you know, after 3 years, put it (him) to rest.

{ i miss you. how can i miss you? }

001. Merry Christmas-eve.

002. I like to describe years in one word & imagine them in two. 2004 was sad, 2005 was hard. Here's hoping 2006 is happy & easier; & maybe then, by the end of next year- I'll describe 2006 as good. . .maybe even brilliant.

c'est la vie

( documenting 2005 )