I can't sleep. I don't know why... I didn't even really sleep all day, which is an improvement.

I've decided that I'm goign to do something with my life. I have been too tired and too depressed and I have been just watching my life pass me by, almost wishing it would pass me by quicker and get through all this pain faster.

Oh now I do recall, ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I have no idea what it's like to be in a healthy relationship and therefore have no "Healthy" relationship to compare my own too... well, except for the following ( Read more... )

Oh my god. I haven't had my internet in so long. I was very upset, but my lovely brother just fixed it. Thanks Rick ( Read more... )

19 hours and counting...

Sometimes I just say things that I hate myself for saying. The words "i don't know what I'm going to do if he doesn't call" actually came out of my mouth today. I want to gag myself. I hate the part of me that feels incomplete. I don't want to be your other half I believe that one and one make two ...Well you know what ( Read more... )

1. If you were an outsider coming into your room for the first time, what would you assume about you ( Read more... )

Ok,I'm done with the vagueness. Brandon and I are trying again. Yeah I know I'm going to get yelled at for this but it was my decision good or bad... It was something I tought a lot about and I do have my reasons. It has it's ups and downs but things have changed... But then again if you know me you know what those little periods are generally for ( Read more... )

I don't feel like loving you today ( Read more... )

How many times can it escalate till it elevates to a place I can't breathe? I was reading some of my old dead journal entries ( Read more... )

You think I'm stupid but the truth is that it's cupid, baby, loving you has made me this way Why did he have to text me ( Read more... )

I really don't want Valentine's day to come. I fear the wrath of the drunk dial god. But on the other hand tomorrow is casual sex day, but unfortunately Britt and I are in the same boat sailing down the red sea so that blows ( Read more... )