I had finally had it. Most of these older people are treating me like a child. I am twenty fucking years old and they tell me I am not resposable to watch two kids, who happen to be my friends, in a public place. The managers wife took me to the side when I walked in and said I wasnt responsable enough to watch them in the main part of the ( Read more... )

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http://sakura-tsuyashi.livejournal.com/

That is my poetry account and I would love it if you commented on my poetry and songs....

Time to dump out muy feelings....I feel lonlier than ever. Trying to get back into school and then get a job. I want to move out and goto Idaho by the end of august....I want to be away from the californian boys who find it fun to toy with my heart. Every guy I fell in love with seems to disregard my feelings and find someone else...One guy....who ( Read more... )

Ok...today started...ok...I went to bed last night around 2 and woke up at 8. I went down below with granny, for the first time since ooooh....the 17th...to goto facey by the hospital to get my flu shot. Flirted with one of the male nurses, who was really cute...and headed out. Next we went to walmart to pick up some stuff for dog and cleaning and ( Read more... )

god threw me a curve ball back when I was little. Took me from someone near and dear to me. Then near the time i lost my faith and threw me a bone. Through searching one day, I found her once more. Then again lost her and tried again. Not long ago, I found her and was torn to the brink of tears. I could not tell her who I was due to my promise to ( Read more... )

For the first time in a very long time, I am truely happy to the point of tears. My sister, who was adopted out of my family eighteen years ago, was finally found. Today, I got a message from her asking if I was her sister. I had kept my promise to her mother, and now I am free to tell her as much as I want. We had not talked since i was five...and ( Read more... )

I finally got a hold of my sister...and she is doing great...Engaged, going to college...planning ahead...And the one thing that hurts is....I promised her mother...I would not tell her I was her sister...Now that is harder than it sounds. I love my family...I want to be in contact with her...I want her to know who I am...but I promised...Picture ( Read more... )

I hate hospitals....I finally had my ankle looked at after being in pain for a month....they say i pulled legaments and yelled at me for not comming in sooner....now I have to stay off it and use crutches....hospitals suck

I am not racist...but this pisses me off ( Read more... )

doubting about my friends....how worse can things get? Life is going in a downward spiral tighter and tighter closer to the bottom. I am realising things that i should have realised, feeling things i shouldnt be feeling....i doubt anyone reads these....o welll....i am giving up....i agreed to move out of cali with my granny in the next year. I am ( Read more... )